Big question

Sometime there hs big question inside, what kind of life that i would create and want?sometimes it just come by in my mind and try to reach it. Now,so many chances in front of me but yet still not in my hand. What i should do? What best choice that will delivery me to better place? What's description of the better place? GOSH, hmm..i need to think about it carefully before decide...limit time, it could i die...so before it come, i should be happy,make my life happy...of course my arround happy